looooong long long time no see~
summer break began a week ago (my hand... typed year instinctively...) aand we are already speedrunning into the existential crisis. compounded several times due to the fact that this was probably my worst semester in school in maybe my whole academic career :skull:, and the fact that this is my last summer before graduation, so i desperately need to get my shit together </3i dont feel like talking about my woes (when do i ever) so instead lets talk abouttt the endless struggle of trying to work on this site. every time 😭 i want to write something. and i get distracted trying to restructure the framework of how everything should link and where things should go and what should be placed where and minor functions i still dont know how to add that i'd like to add... i spent ~3 hours trying to add a lil speech bubble so i could write a 2 sentence aside poking fun at my past self in the hsr ship essay. its rough out here chief idk if im gonna make it in life.
regardless, it was done in the end, and i made a fun little version that will function as soup and i's conversation transcripts when appropriate.
i feel so listless doing nothing all day but play my gacha... i started playing reverse:1999 a couple weeks ago and i have been having a blastttt it is so fun. i love story-centric games especially if the cast is full of women.. will have to drop my detailed reviews in the gacha page whenever i get to setting it up, the story is a lot of fun, and the mc and her role in the narrative is just the best (ALSO HER GF. HOORAY FOR MORE CHILDHOOD FRIENDS YURI WITH THE #DISTANCEEE BABEY) (referring to sonetto as just vertin's gf is so unserious when she's my favorite character in the game. my bad).
i've been pacing myself here and there but there is a lot of content i have to get through and hopefully i'm able to do it before i completely burn out of playing games aklfnlsd (which in all likelihood. is coming my way soon). today i skipped out on ak dailies (gasp) and i think i forgot to do my genshin dailies too because its just so draining 😢 ppl who play this many gacha regularly are not right in the head. i am looking forward to snatching up my c6 ayaka and promptly deleting the game, i seriously cannot handle having to do many more days of commissions and resin usage and slow ass event quests that im unable to engage with earnestly anymore.. before i really dip i do want to finish up the last of the fontaine quests i had on the backburner, i miss my princess navia.... she is everything to me..
my last entry on here including my woes about pulling jiaoqiu is so crazy. we are so unbelievably beyond that. (inhales) i picked up sunday, e6'd moze on the banner that i rolled E2 the HERTA, agonized over pulls for several weeks-turned-months, became dangerously and comically amphoreus-pilled, regretted my hoarding tendencies after falling in love with aglaea, got a FREE RUAN MEI(!!!!), got stupid ass anaxagoras (and s1), had a stellar crashout over the concept of phainon having counter mechanics in his kit, and then, ultimately decided it changes nothing and just squeezed him into my pull plans after agy and before danmarch. every day is a normal day in gacha accounting. oh, since then, i also got my beloved nymph, lappy alt, suzumama, and virtuosa 🥺. i've picked up a lot of new favs this year.. last year i read a lot of manga and danmei and watched a lot of shows... this year i am so embarassingly gacha brained.. urgh. it will continue into late summer though. i still yearn for chongyue arknights.
will wrap this one up here~ ideally the next entry shall not be a year away ✨